Psalm 38:15-22 NIV

When small things became big, my little jokes (to those I thought are my friends?) became a problem. When you thought friends put the blame on you... what will you do?
well what can I say but meditate on this verse.

¹⁵ LORD, I wait for you;
you will answer, Lord my God.
¹⁶ For I said, “Do not let them gloat
or exalt themselves over me when my feet slip.”

¹⁷ For I am about to fall,
and my pain is ever with me.
¹⁸ I confess my iniquity;
I am troubled by my sin.
¹⁹ Many have become my enemies without cause^[a];
those who hate me without reason are numerous.

²⁰ Those who repay my good with evil
lodge accusations against me,
though I seek only to do what is good.

²¹ LORD, do not forsake me;
do not be far from me, my God.
²² Come quickly to help me,
my Lord and my Savior.

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