Monday, July 07, 2008

Spending time with My Crush

Don’t know why, all of the sudden, I wished to spend time with my Crush.

Actually, honestly, precisely, seriously …
what you see is what you get! Ahihih!

ok now…

Actually: I have 9 guys that I admire but only one of them is the most.

Honestly, two are in Luzon now but the other one reside here in Mindanao (we met tru blogging) I like the way he thinks, talks, and how he handles his career and life style. He is Good in web developing. And text me every now and then.
While the other one is from Luzon; we knew each other in one organization hindi ko nalang mention what org kasi parang obvious na kung sino eh (^_^) if you were reading my ice 9 web blogs from the beginning you won’t have hard time knowing who he is. He still text me every now and then.

Precisely, two are in Visayas: hmmm the other one I met thru mahiya ako ma buking! … pano kaya hmmm learning? Is a part of … eh…tion? Basta nasa Visayas siya ngayon (^_^)
the other one thru hmmm (madali kasi ma buking eh) lalo na sa mga close friends ko (^_~)
both of them have leadership qualities, one is excellent in computer while the other is not so good in computers but both of them has something that I really admire the most: their attitude, goal, the way he thinks of philosophy and determination in life.
the other one has serious lifestyle while the other one has very occupied lifestyle.

Seriously, five are here in Mindanao:
Ahihih! Lima talaga ano?
Well what can I say, I met so many good nice guys in my circle of friends but most of them are taken (Y_Y)
meaning may girl friend na pero single parin! Kung baga admiration nalang nothing more kapag taken na!
Four of them I met at my work place, (or five bah ^_^)
The other one is accidentally last year 2007 election time; while I was processing my papers after my graduation at the Sanguniang Panglungsod and I was looking for a job in government. Tapos may media pa noon it was ABS-CBN they were monitoring who won in the election. Ewan bakit ako napadaan doon sabi kasi doon pumunta eh, tapos he approached me asking am I looking for something? I said with a smile “yeah a job!”, he laugh and said “ok pass your resume to me I will help you find a job, you want in the government?” I replied “yes sir” he asked for CS exams, license etc… napakita ko TESDA kasi wala pa ako nag CS exam noon eh…

Anyway, I prayed to spend time with my crush.

Most of them, I have already spend time with… and aware now it will be just an admiration and nothing more “ kasi nga may girl friend eh Y_Y grrr good guys are always taken ”.

Only 5 left; (two in Mindanao, two in Visayas, one in Luzon) that I haven’t spend time with… I do not know if they are still single, available or NOT in a complicated relationship.

What a surprise my wish was granted I did spend time with my crush.
The Two guys who are in Mindanao (^_^)
I think if you really ask with all of your heart, your wish will be granted!

But unfortunately I found out thru spending time with them….
First was the other one, was IN a complicated relationship,
while the other one had a wife and kids (T_T) waaa!!!
both of them are taken (again! Wa!)

I will go details in the other one which has more impact because hmmm ewan basta!
He asked me out kasi before, the one I met accidentally, but I said I was busy, since I was really busy (being at night shift and I was the project manager at that time, I really had no time for going out except meeting with admin),
he calls at our house my mother will always answer and said I’m fast asleep kasi nga night shift. Sinasabi lang sa akin ni mama kapag nagising ako which is 6pm! “____ called sino yun?” so I will explain “oh I met him at ____....” wala lang sa akin that time because I know although he was on my crush list it was just an acquaintance call, may be involving me to a government activities which I had no time. He is one of the politician here in our City. There was one time he text me hiring to be his computer secretary, I was surprise didn’t he remember I told him I’m on night shift or maybe he just forgot kasi busy , so I replied “I'm already employed as web developer…”

I received a text from him from time to time but not regularly, I replied some of his text but not all kasi ayoko ma involve sa mga government activities

Then he asked around this month of July, “if we can see each other”, hmmm I finally gave him a chance since he is still on my crush list (^_^) and beside I’m not busy, the time was right, day shift after 5:00pm ok mag-kita.

We went to early dinner around 6pm, I was prepared for KKB ^_^,

Moving on and on , to cut my story short;
This time I guess it will be just friendship he is not on my crush list anymore Waaa! I don’t want to break one of the Ten Commandments “Thou shall not commit adultery”

What happen? Click niyo yung early Dinner date

There are still some guys left I haven’t spend time with personally that are on my crush list . Still wondering what it would be like? To really fall in love (having “personal” relationship)
Hoping one of them will be meant for me. My wishes… (dreams not yet real) .

I learned to open my eyes to all aspects, not only those on my Crush List.
It’s really annoying to be “drop dead” from excitement!

Diba tell me what you’re thinking … have you ever felt that way?





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16 comments:

Ice 9 Web said...

Si Tes Vas from Jon Secada
song for this post.
here are few lines

Dime que vas a escuchar
Pienso solo en que forma, te pueda explicar
Sentimientos que siempre, he ocultado
Procura entender, tenemos que hablar.

Lo siento que yo te engane
Si al mirar a mis ojos, ya no puedas creer
Que solo eres tu quien yo anhelo
Si quieres vencer, a mi corazon.

In English:
{Say you're listening
I think that only way you can explain
Feelings I have always hidden
It seeks to understand, we must speak.}

(I'm sorry I misled you
If you look at my eyes can no longer believe
That only are you whom I desire
If you want to beat my heart.)

SurvivorDean said...

-exhaling deeply-

I forgot what it really feels to have a crush, lol! pano nga ba yun? -thinking hard-

Enjoy reading this entry, write more...

Isis' Insights said...

@Dean:
thanks for the insights (^_^)
have you followed the link from this post (^_^)

April said...

just cant wipe the smile off my face while reading this post...hehe. Anyway, what I really like about your story was the way you handled yourself during your "date" with your so-called crush...I mean, you've got a lot of composure there to just relax and even not to react with all those weird things happening to you...pag ako yun..super intriga..d kz ako mapakali pag may mga ganun..todo ask talaga ako..or blush (tsk3)lol. Such a strong lady I can say...men should really be careful when they would want to try using their "tricks" on you. haha! You're such a treasure thats why maybe he cant just get rid of you. kakakilig sana yung story..kaya lng may sabit pala..lol...Enwei, I've never been into that sort of sitch..but hey, pag crushes lng pag uusapan..haaayz..I've got so many funny experiences. Madali kz ako mag react..and I instantly and always blush..lol! Enwei, just keep it up. Hope that you'll find your best buddy to be with...mas exciting pag yun isa sa mga crush mo yung maka commit sayo..tc and Gudluck..hehe.. :D

Aice Nice Concepts said...

@ April:
wahihih very well said ha!
(^_^) what can i say except thank you for that wonderful comment

mahirap siguro to be with a complicated situation such as being second best or maging kerida wahahah

nakakalokah!

aDmiral said...

hahaha! pa thrill pa 'to! bitin!

April said...

>>>mahirap siguro to be with a complicated situation such as being second best or maging kerida wahahah

nakakalokah!<<<

haha...I'd rather be an old maid. lol..but there are some cases wherein having an affair or things concerning infidelity is something that you just cant help or resist...just like from the song that played when you had your dinner.. ;) It's either you got to work for it(let go of the current relationship to start a new one with the one you really want to spend your life with) or just be contented with it and continue living hell (na baka d lng ikaw yung nahihirapan but also both parties)...heehee...love and life is really such a complicated thing to discuss..you cant just say that you should do this or that for situations vary and it is most likely the things opposite to the ones that we really should do, that we are actually doing. buhay nga nmn...lol...well, everything happens for a reason...and what goes for you is still unwritten...and maybe for me too...lol...gudluck sa ating lablyps...lol :D

Aice Nice Concepts said...

@Admiral:
medyo thrill lang po pero dili pud bitin oi (^_^)

@April:
wahahah mao gyud pril as in mahirap lalo na kung ganon na nga ... graveh murag lagi ka Dra. Love ahihih (^_^)

chickenstar said...

oi, sana mag ka crush din akong 9 kabook! eheheh. murag daghan to ah. anyways ice, just wait for your true love. muabot ra na, you won't even notice na mao na diay to. sometimes that person would be very far from what you think as an ideal person. ang nakalami lng niana kay although you have diff. insights in life, both of you know you share the same love and the same passion of that feeling. wakeke. make love not war!

Ice 9 Web Co. CC said...

naks Chicken Star!:
salamat sa imong commento dong!
maka hilak man pud ta ana oi!
bitaw dili nalang ko mupansin kaayo sa akong mga Crush List... murag natagam na ko! tanan man siguro sila taken na Y_Y

Princess Cinderella said...

hello ice..waaaaaaaa..kinsa tung isa nah taga mindanao???hahaha..mura kaila ko ato duh..well at least nag enjoy kah sa date..hahaha...ana dapat enjoy yourself, ganyan dapat nag single...smile always girl...muah

Aice Nice Concepts said...

@Princess Cinderella:
siya kung sino siya (^_^) no comment ahihih

bevs said...

toinks! I also felt that way before..waaa nakarelate ko sa imong post woi..ehehe Anyways, don't look for love let love finds you..ahem!ehehe GOD Bless Always...

Aice in Sharing Insights said...

@bevs:

salamat naman maka relate ka (^_^)
lisod noh murag kala nimo siya na, tapos dili diay waaa

anyway pasalamat pud ko nalaman ko early pa

CNSQ said...

hehehe lams ko na yans. Na report na sa akin ng mga galamay ko. Hehehehe

Aice Nice Concepts in Careers said...

naks talaga CNSQ?

did they reported right?
i don't think so (^_^) ahihihih

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