Spending time with My Crush

Don’t know why, all of the sudden, I wished to spend time with my Crush.

Actually, honestly, precisely, seriously …
what you see is what you get! Ahihih!

ok now…

Actually: I have 9 guys that I admire but only one of them is the most.

Honestly, two are in Luzon now but the other one reside here in Mindanao (we met tru blogging) I like the way he thinks, talks, and how he handles his career and life style. He is Good in web developing. And text me every now and then.
While the other one is from Luzon; we knew each other in one organization hindi ko nalang mention what org kasi parang obvious na kung sino eh (^_^) if you were reading my ice 9 web blogs from the beginning you won’t have hard time knowing who he is. He still text me every now and then.

Precisely, two are in Visayas: hmmm the other one I met thru mahiya ako ma buking! … pano kaya hmmm learning? Is a part of … eh…tion? Basta nasa Visayas siya ngayon (^_^)
the other one thru hmmm (madali kasi ma buking eh) lalo na sa mga close friends ko (^_~)
both of them have leadership qualities, one is excellent in computer while the other is not so good in computers but both of them has something that I really admire the most: their attitude, goal, the way he thinks of philosophy and determination in life.
the other one has serious lifestyle while the other one has very occupied lifestyle.

Seriously, five are here in Mindanao:
Ahihih! Lima talaga ano?
Well what can I say, I met so many good nice guys in my circle of friends but most of them are taken (Y_Y)
meaning may girl friend na pero single parin! Kung baga admiration nalang nothing more kapag taken na!
Four of them I met at my work place, (or five bah ^_^)
The other one is accidentally last year 2007 election time; while I was processing my papers after my graduation at the Sanguniang Panglungsod and I was looking for a job in government. Tapos may media pa noon it was ABS-CBN they were monitoring who won in the election. Ewan bakit ako napadaan doon sabi kasi doon pumunta eh, tapos he approached me asking am I looking for something? I said with a smile “yeah a job!”, he laugh and said “ok pass your resume to me I will help you find a job, you want in the government?” I replied “yes sir” he asked for CS exams, license etc… napakita ko TESDA kasi wala pa ako nag CS exam noon eh…

Anyway, I prayed to spend time with my crush.

Most of them, I have already spend time with… and aware now it will be just an admiration and nothing more “ kasi nga may girl friend eh Y_Y grrr good guys are always taken ”.

Only 5 left; (two in Mindanao, two in Visayas, one in Luzon) that I haven’t spend time with… I do not know if they are still single, available or NOT in a complicated relationship.

What a surprise my wish was granted I did spend time with my crush.
The Two guys who are in Mindanao (^_^)
I think if you really ask with all of your heart, your wish will be granted!

But unfortunately I found out thru spending time with them….
First was the other one, was IN a complicated relationship,
while the other one had a wife and kids (T_T) waaa!!!
both of them are taken (again! Wa!)

I will go details in the other one which has more impact because hmmm ewan basta!
He asked me out kasi before, the one I met accidentally, but I said I was busy, since I was really busy (being at night shift and I was the project manager at that time, I really had no time for going out except meeting with admin),
he calls at our house my mother will always answer and said I’m fast asleep kasi nga night shift. Sinasabi lang sa akin ni mama kapag nagising ako which is 6pm! “____ called sino yun?” so I will explain “oh I met him at ____....” wala lang sa akin that time because I know although he was on my crush list it was just an acquaintance call, may be involving me to a government activities which I had no time. He is one of the politician here in our City. There was one time he text me hiring to be his computer secretary, I was surprise didn’t he remember I told him I’m on night shift or maybe he just forgot kasi busy , so I replied “I'm already employed as web developer…”

I received a text from him from time to time but not regularly, I replied some of his text but not all kasi ayoko ma involve sa mga government activities

Then he asked around this month of July, “if we can see each other”, hmmm I finally gave him a chance since he is still on my crush list (^_^) and beside I’m not busy, the time was right, day shift after 5:00pm ok mag-kita.

We went to early dinner around 6pm, I was prepared for KKB ^_^,

Moving on and on , to cut my story short;
This time I guess it will be just friendship he is not on my crush list anymore Waaa! I don’t want to break one of the Ten Commandments “Thou shall not commit adultery”

What happen? Click niyo yung early Dinner date

There are still some guys left I haven’t spend time with personally that are on my crush list . Still wondering what it would be like? To really fall in love (having “personal” relationship)
Hoping one of them will be meant for me. My wishes… (dreams not yet real) .

I learned to open my eyes to all aspects, not only those on my Crush List.
It’s really annoying to be “drop dead” from excitement!

Diba tell me what you’re thinking … have you ever felt that way?





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